gotta blog

gotta put things right, where they should be and throw away things that shouldn't be.  I honestly thought I was done blogging, but as previously stated I sometimes react on impulse first initial reaction with out a thought to it what so ever.  I like to write, and I like to use this as one of my many avenues.  The keyboard was callin me and the last time I ignored a call, it left me.  I got to a point in life where the bottom would of been a climb up.  Then I heard it, a CD I found in my car, under the back seat I didn't even think would play.  I put it in my CD player to see what came out, from the speakers blared Kierra "Kiki" Sheard on of my favorite gospel singer, she sang to me S.N.A.P.  When you're dealin with depression, that means you're getting closer to your blessin.  So that must mean a have a blessing in store for me.  Its a struggle to make it back to right when theres so much wrong I still want to do.  But at the very least I know I'm loved blessed and fortunate.  I might not be on the right path yet, but at least I can now see it.