Hey you

You are my favorite thing in the world.

And you imprefections only make you more perfect.

And when I am with you I dont need anthing or anyone else.

And i care about you more than Ive ever cared about another person.

And whenever something exciting happens, I want you to be the first person I tell.

And the last person I see at night.

And I want to take you everywhere with me, I'd keep you in my pocket if I could.

And when somethin is funny, I sometimes look over to see if you are laughing too.

But you are not there.

So I dont know why we aren't speaking.

And why this is all so complicated.

You'd think that after all this searching when I finally found you.

The struggle would be over.

And I might have to live my entire life knowing you are out there.

And not part of me.

And that thought is like a gun to my head.

But I can't stop what's happening.

And I dont know how to fix it.

I do need you.

I'm just so afraid of what will happen if you find that out.