10/11/10

It was suppose to be such a wonderful day.  It wasnt.  It was fucked up on so many levels.  Started with tears and ended the same damn way.  No better way to end the night but with a threesome..........Sailor Jerry, as well as Ben and Jerrry (funky monkey).  Can it get worse?  Seriously....can it get worse???

when I say I am ok, I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me really tight and say to me "I know that you are not".