“He that cannot ask cannot live”

1. Why not me? I don't deserve it
2. Am I nice? I try to be, for the most part, yes
3. Am I doing what I really want to do? No
4. What am I grateful for? My children
5. What’s missing in my life? Love, respect, honesty
6. Am I honest? No
7. Do I listen to others? Yes
8. Do I work hard? Yes
9. Do I help others? Yes
10. What do I need to change about myself? A lot
11. Have I hurt others? Yes
12. Do I complain? I try not to
13. What’s next for me? ambiguity
14. Do I have fun? Yes
15. Have I seized opportunities? Yes
16. Do I care about others? Of course
17. Do I spend enough time with my family? No
18. Am I open-minded? Yes
19. Have I seen enough of the world? No
20. Do I judge others? Yes
21. Do I take risks? Yes
22. What is my purpose? To find my purpose
23. What is my biggest fear? Texas cockroaches and failing
24. How can I conquer that fear? Face on and a can of Raid
25. Do I thank people enough? Yes
26. Am I successful? In some areas yes, others not so much
27. What am I ashamed of? Being needy
28. Do I annoy others? Probably
29. What are my dreams? Security for my children
30. Am I positive? Some days
31. Am I negative? Some times
32. Is there an afterlife? I dont know
33. Does everything happen for a reason? Yes
34. What can I do to change the world? Be the change I want to see in others
35. What is the most foolish thing I’ve ever done? Cheated
36. Am I cheap? No
37. Am I greedy? Yes
38. Who do I love? My kids
39. Who do I want to meet? Jesus
40. Where do I want to go? Seattle
41. What am I most proud of? My thirst for knowledge
42. Do I care what others think about me? Yes
43. What are my talents? Painting pictures with words
44. Do I utilize those talents? Not enough
45. What makes me happy? Grey days and long naps, my kids
46. What makes me sad? Grey days, not getting what I want
47. What makes me angry? Being lied to
48. Am I satisfied with my appearance? No
49. Am I healthy? No
50. What was the toughest time in my life? Now
51. What was the easiest time in my life? 3 years ago
52. Am I selfish? Yes
53. What was the craziest thing I did? 3sum
54. What is the craziest thing I want to do? Go back to college
55. Do I procrastinate? I will answer this one later
56. What is my greatest regret? Hurting him
57. What has had the greatest impact on my life? Religion
58. Who has had the greatest impact on my life? My daughter
59. Do I stand up for myself? depends on the fight
60. Have I settled for mediocrity? yes
61. Do I hold grudges? Hell yea
62. Do I read enough? Yes
63. Do I listen to my heart? I cant always hear it
64. Do I donate enough to the less fortunate? Yes
65. Do I pray only when I want something? No
66. Do I constantly dwell on the past? Yes
67. Do I let other people’s negativity affect me? yes
68. Do I forgive myself? Im trying
69. When I help someone do I think “What’s in it for me”? No
70. Am I aware that someone always has it worse than me? yes
71. Do I smile more than I frown? Chea!
72. Do I surround myself with good people? I try
73. Do I take time out for myself? Yes
74. Do I ask enough questions? Too many sometime
75. What other questions do I have? What is the meaning of life? Where is found?