I hate pain. I drink to dull the ache, but when I wake up the pain returns and I'm still drunk. Whats become of my life??? I'm doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Knowing the outcome will not change I am victim to my own lack of self control. Its like the movie ground hog day, where he relives the same day over and over again, until he gets it right. Am I putting myself in these situations so I can correct my behavior or action? (Jack is influencing my word flow). I'm watching myself crash and burn again, and I am not stirring clear or changing my course, Ive got a penchant for rocky terrain and dead ends. Should have is a place i sometimes frequent, yet they know my face better at i can't but if there's a wait, i will is close by and what if stays open late.
But please don't make the mistake of tyring to define me by trying to confine me
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