incredibly...

sad today, I think its cause of the weather, its so so very cold outside. I usually like the cold but this cold is touching my soul making me feel sad. Its almost as if I am mourning a loss I haven't lost. Make sense? To me either. I want to crawl back under my fluffy down comforter and sleep my day away trying my best to empty and dismiss thoughts, ghosts and memories. I hate when I sink into my deep blue moody moods.