Alex

Its hurricane season!!! Yaay.  Its the very first one of the season and its headed towards my direction.  Lucky for me (a little) I wont be any where near the city!  I have prepared for Alex however.  I was advised to take pictures of all my valuables.  I took a pic of my kids and dog.  Im ready to leave this city if even for just a little while.

Tears of a fool

I tell my daughters your tears are your power, never give them away.  If you cry dont LET anyone make you, and if you just have to cry, dont let the fool who caused it see them.  You give them your tears, you give them your power.  Never let em see you cry!!!  Sometimes, only rarely, my anger overpowers my self-control and I cry.  I cry when I am incredibly sad and when I hold it back too long, I cry because of the smallest things like a Colgate commercial, or I let it all flow when social mores dictate it should be so.  Now is a time I just need a good cry.  

The devil made me do it!

Ok so maybe not MAKE me but damn he got skills for talking me into and sometimes outta shit.  I gave into all my vices, I like having a vice.  I like my addictions, no excuses.

so ha!

 you're gonna want me back!! You're gonna need me one day!